Currently: Melbourne is a sad city for me right now with bad weather and loneliness. I miss Sydney. I miss everything about it. But I know it won’t make me magically happy. And that’s the most terrifying thought. I have these great daydreams about me and Yuri somehow living in New York, as if that would make everything ok. But even if I did find a place I could afford to live in New York that Yuri would be happy in, I know all of this would just follow me. 

My only life plan right now is: get a job. Save money. Break up with boyfriend and move back to Sydney. Hope for the best. 

Let’s never forget that amazing night when I made Nikola sit through all of Nick & Norah’s Infinite Playlist.